#as genderfluid and how they still treat my younger sib for coming out as transmasc
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staggeringsmite · 4 years ago
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#personal#gender negativity whoops#i know i just posted about this but i'm Having Gender Thoughts so i'm just going to lay down for the day i guess#i think there are some middle child feelings in here as well bc both of my siblings are trans/nb and looking to go on t and things and that#isn't a part of my gender experience right now even though i am finally going wait no babe it's okay to be nb you don't have to be the#golden child who is ~just bi and cis so that means you're the least gay and everyone expects you to marry a man and have the grandkids~#which is how they treated me all throughout high school at family functions and made it harder for me to accept my lesbianism#and my nonbinary identity#me who came out to my friends as an agender lesbian in the seventh grade and then saw how my family treated my older sibling for coming out#as genderfluid and how they still treat my younger sib for coming out as transmasc#which shoves me as the one that they already put the ~responsible child~ persona onto very far into a confusing closet#yikes gang at least my siblings are rad as fuck and would accept me if i officially came out#but i'll probably just stop showing up to family functions at some point bc i just don't feel like explaining this shit to any of them#i don't feel like they deserve this information about me based on how they treat my siblings and these identities and i just don't have any#desire to share it with them despite that fact that my siblings have given them that part of their identities#we're just a trio a enby's living our lives feeling disconnected from gender and society love that for us#sorry to yell into my tags again!! love you if you read this nonsense <3
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